Insanity is doing the same thing over & over again but expecting different results. THIS is driving me insane.... or perhaps I already am. I just cannot seem to stay on track. Why do I cave? I don't like doing it, I feel like complete crap afterwards and ruin my healthy streak. It's so not worth it yet it keeps happening. What the hell happened to my willpower? Ya know, I really don't expect to be perfect. Nobody is, but man do I fail in style. I know slipping up wouldn't be so bad if I were exercising too. I've got to find a way to work that into my day. I wake up at 5am to catch my 6am bus. There are no gyms near my work and it's a damn scary area to be walking outside. Three days a week when I get home I feed the kids a quick snack before taking them to gymnastics. When we get home it's homework time & then bedtime. By the time that is all finished it's 9pm and I haven't had any time to myself. I really want to get to bed by 10pm since my day starts so early.
Thankfully I have great communication with my dear husband so he is going to take over some of the gymnastic evenings. Therefore I'd get to spend extra time at home hopefully opening up some time to workout. Hopefully a body in motion will make the falling off the wagon part less of a blow.
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